Hey family thanks for tuning in again!    Wellness over Illness                              Eat Well 2 Live Well by now Y'all know I'm a foodie & that i enjoy taste that tingle my tongue! it makes me so happy that I get to embark in the pleasures of life & that so many different taste are introduced into my 🌎!  So let's jump right in & see what I have for y'all this time. Milk Chocolate Pistachio Milkshake. The milkshake for me was underwhelming, all the goodies on top were the bomb tho! This can be found at  https://maxbrenner.com/   Quinoa chicken chickpea salad with avocado. This was everything! A True delight to my taste buds.  https://maxbrenner.com/   Cheesesteak waffle sandwich. This was my sister's order. I tasted some of it & I can use the word delish.  https://maxbrenner.com/   One must order this fondue upon visit. Just a little bit ...

  Hey family welcome back! As you know if you've been following my story, in Los Angeles I was a personal in home assistant. It's a job through that App called Home A Glow. If you like to clean and help people organize it might be a helpful part time job for you. N-E-way this job takes me a lot of places and into a lot of people's homes. Since being in NYC I've been able to travel around the different borough's and help make people's lives more manageable. A couple weeks ago I came upon the most interesting home I have seen in my life outside of YouTube. It's located in City Island NY, it's so beautiful there. The views of the East River are simply breath taking.      The owner of this home is a young woman in her 50's that has survived the ugly battles of divorce and is caring for her son who is challenged with high functioning ADHD. She has truly made her home her sanctuary. Upon entering it felt like walking into a huge boat. I was so impressed an...

        The crazy thing is I've probably always been winging it...                            I don't think there was a time when things made sense in my life ever. I be wanting to make one of those crime boards with the yarn, pictures & push pins and stand there and figure for hours where it all went wrong. Trust me guys I wanted part 8 to be better.  I don't know if you guys were rooting for me but I sure was. I'm tired now ya'll, let's just go right in. I've been in NYC for a little over a month and I have no idea what's going on. I am very perplexed about my living situation. My cleaning app won't let me charge over $16 an hour which is B.S. because in Los Angeles I was able to charge $20 -$25 an hour. I probably could've charged $30. N-E-Way I was able to find a part-time seasonal job. One morning two weeks ago I woke up down on my luck and I was watching the Bronx news. I ...

  Tyeisha we're back these are some heavy memories that you are sharing. Thank you for seeing my blog as a special place to mind dump.     So where were we; ok my grand mother had enough. I don't remember her talking to me about any of the madness that was happening or why I was allowing it to happen. She just took it upon herself to call DHS (Department of Human Services) on me and they sent out the people. I already wasn't thinking clearly, going through whatever nightmare formed in my mind. When the social worker came, chile I didn't even think at all I just remember snapping the hell out and chasing her up the street. In my mind if I caught her I was going to whip her ass! Bad decision. I was so mad that when I got back in I walked in the house and slammed the door. Neglecting to realize my 2yr old daughter was on the porch. I walked right pass her and slammed the door. I don't even remember when I realized she was even out there. Needless to say I was looked at...

       We are back for Part 2        Job Corp was a epic failure. I remember crying asking my mother and grandmother to give me a chance to change and allow me to stay in school. They declined and I got kicked out of Job Corps 3 months later for fighting. A fight I didn't even get to fight in nor was I trying to fight in. My name was put in it by one of them hating ass chic's. I was also still smoking bud up there, not too many people knew about that. I had a lot of material stuff on campus and my mother and grandmother also decided not to send for my things. Being an angry, miserable, frustrated on the road to depression 16yr old does not make for a person that's about to be out here making good life decisions.      This next bad decision happened the following year I was 17. I remember there was a party and we started taking shots of vodka, the bottom shelf kind for $10 a shot. I had no clue how to hold my liquor or about the...

    Tyeshia thank you for being interested in sharing your story of healing with me. This was emotional for both of us but we did it! You are an amazing woman and I believe you will make it to complete all the goals you have for yourself in this life.       Jodie, i f there are angels looking down on my life right now, they been watching this damn Tyeisha show for almost 38 seasons. I'm sure they have laughed, cried, been angry with me & probably even wanted to intervene to help me but couldn't due to whatever circumstances there are in the Cosmo's.      I imagine they are watching this 38th season eyes glued to the hole in the sky that they watch me through.  I see them on their air couches with their soft blankets and fluffy pillows just waiting to see what happens next. Welp I'm right there with them because a lot of the time I'm living in an outer body experience anyway!  I'm always saying that I wish I had a microscope so I...